Once upon
A time
There was
Truth to the
Myth of what
You
And I
Had found
In a blank paged
Fairy tale.
Snow White
Doesn't sleep
In a casket made of
Glass
Slippers will break
If you wear them.
Walk across this
Written word
With fingers
Gently
Seeking
Loving
You
And me
No more.
He loves
Me
He loves me!
Not
Enough.
To:
My Valentine
Will you
Be mine
No longer . . .
A time
There was
Truth to the
Myth of what
You
And I
Had found
In a blank paged
Fairy tale.
Snow White
Doesn't sleep
In a casket made of
Glass
Slippers will break
If you wear them.
Walk across this
Written word
With fingers
Gently
Seeking
Loving
You
And me
No more.
He loves
Me
He loves me!
Not
Enough.
To:
My Valentine
Will you
Be mine
No longer . . .
MA once said to me "we have been living a fairytale". He was right. Fairy tales are not real and what we had was not real either. I tell myself this a lot, but still it does not dull the pain.
I woke today feeling blue and bit down. I realized that I am letting MA go, slowly he is drifting further and further away. This makes me sad. I am affraid of what lays ahead in my life. I am affraid of sharing me, my heart, my soul. I am afraid that I am unable to love a man who loves me back.
5 comments:
Can I just say i think you write beautiful poetry. I happen to believe in fairy tails and that is not always very smart.
Sweet Andy, You are doing the right thing in letting go even if it doesn't feel like it. I am glad you have found a friend you can have a chat and a laugh with because friends are way more important in the end than lovers.
Don't be afraid of what lies ahead. Think of it as a wonderful adventure yet to be had. I would like to share this with you;
Truly, it is in the darkness that one finds the light, so when we are in sorrow, then this light is nearest to us.
Johannes Eckhart, c. 1260-1327 GERMAN MYSTIC
Don't you dare hide that big heart of yours away Andy. Protect it a bit maybe but you are all heart and hiding it away would be losing who you are.
Hugs to you Honey.
xo
Maureen
Our hearts are pretty resilient, sturdy things really! When it's time to love---you will!
I wouldn't worry the heart can't help it. That's what it does even with it's scars and even when our mind tries to over power it.
Many blessings to you!!
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