I sent the email. MA received the email, acknowledged the email, and did say he would respond. He never did. Instead he has chose to ignore the fact that I even sent such a thing. He has continued to call and email as always.
He invited me over on Monday, I declined. He invited me over on Tuesday, again I declined. He even pleaded with me, he could not believe I said "NO" this has never happened before. Wednesday he told me how much he missed me, and how badly he wanted me etc... I tried declining, I tried making up excuses. I tried to think of things to make me angry at him so I could just not go. None worked. I went and seen him.
He held me, he kissed every inch of my body, his touch was intoxicating, he drank me in with his eyes. He sent many waves of pleasure through me. We feel asleep wrapped tightly together. I woke up before dawn, I laid there for over an hour watching him sleep. He seemed so a peace. I was angry at myself for not having the strength to stay away. I got up and left without waking him.
I had to work with him yesterday, he told me how much he loved making love to me, how happy he was. How he wanted more, how he just can't get enough. He has called me a few times today telling me how badly he is missing me. He still doesn't get it. I am not asking for a relationship, a marriage proposal, or even a commitment per say. I just want him to love me like he use to.
6 comments:
Andy, sweetie ... you know you're making it difficult for yourself. On behalf of most guys, in general, we have a real tough time reading between the lines, cathching hints, etc. we are a little thick that way. Just be blunt and tell him the facts and move on. Sorry to be harsh but if he didn't get it the first time, he won't get it at all.
If you really can't resist him (and believe me I understand how hard it is) then at least say NO at least as many times as you say YES so he knows he's not getting his way ALL the time. Good luck babe and try to be strong.
I don't fault anyone for giving in to the pleasures of the flesh. The world would be a much better place if more of us were getting laid on a regular basis. Just please listen to what your gut is telling you now. Be his sex partner but don't be his next ex-wife.
the best thing I ever did was completely cut off contact with the other woman. No more talking about it, or thinking about it, but just doing it. Changing the phone number, blocking email, and being done with it.
Honey, I am just here keeping tabs on you. You know, if you need a friend, you know where to find me.
xo
Maureen
Sorry to point this out my dear, but you've stated in a few places 'I seen'. 'I tried to think of things to make me angry at him so I could just not go. None worked. I went and seen him'. In this case should be, I went and saw him. (I have seen. I saw.) e.g. my eyes have seen the glory etc. British reader here. take care.
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