It has been 7 days. 7 days without a single touch or kiss. I did it! I sent the dreaded email. He hasn't opened it yet. He has to work early tomorrow morning and probably won't open it until after work. I feel sick to my stomach. I hit send and then went out for a good long walk. It is amazing how that can clear you mind.
Funny thing is I ended up at MH's apartment. We chatted for over an hour. I hope I did the right thing. I think MH is finally moving on. He seems happier. I am happy for him. I am happy he can exsist without me. I knew he could. Now so does he.
If you love something set if free. If it doesn't return it was never meant to be! Now I sit and wait. I really do not have patience. This is not a good thing for me. Breath......
